MY SONG....JUZ FOR U ,MY LOVE!!

Always Be Mine

From : FT ISLAND

I hear you breathe
You’re lying close to me
The shadows gone
I have found my peace
Oooh You make me calm
With you I’m safe from harm
And right by your side
I’ll stay thru the night‘til eternity
That’s the way it will be

And I wonder what you’re dreaming of
You’re so peaceful when you sleep
Everything I want everything
I need is lying here in front of me

And if I ever lose my power to fly
Then your love takes me high
I’ll always be true to you
Sometimes I think I might lose it all
Guess the chances are small
Cause you hold me close
I feel you near
Don’t let go say
you’ll always be here
So just hold me tight
and I’ll be fine
Dreaming you will always be mine

Just like the sun
You make me warm inside
Like a soft summer breeze
A moment to seize
So true I won’t stop loving you
And I wonder what you’re dreaming of
You’re so peaceful when you sleep
Everything I want everything I need is lying here in front of me

And if I ever lose my power to fly
Then your love takes me high
I’ll always be true to you
Sometimes I think I might lose it all
Guess the chances are small
Cause you hold me close I feel you near
Don’t let go say
you’ll always be here
So just hold me tight
and I’ll be fine
Dreaming you will always be mine

And I wonder what you’re dreaming of
You’re so peaceful when you sleep
Everything I want everything I need is lying here in front of me

And if I ever lose my power to fly
Then your love takes me high
I’ll always be true to you
Sometimes I think I might lose it all
Guess the chances are small
Cause you hold me close I feel you near
Don’t let go say you’ll always be here
So just hold me tight and I’ll be fine
Dreaming you will always be mine

P/s :
THIS SONG INTENDED TO MY SWEETHEART... I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS SONG VERY MUCH... I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I NEED YOU TO BE MY SIDE FOREVER AND ALWAYS... AND ALSO, I HOPE OUR LOVE STORY WILL LAST FOREVER TILL MARRIAGE AND THE END OF TIME... AMIN ... I LOVE YOU SINCERELY, SYG!!

* THNX TO HARIZ N NASEYH COZ HELPED ME ... for da new layout , da musicz , n so much more... thnx guys!! Love u too ... 8D.. hehehehe

BAD SUNDAY!! { NOT BAD AT ALL....}

I'd 2 words to describe bout today (actually to guys duty on morning)...n thats absolutely gonna be... F*#KING MORONS!!

Ari ni (Ahad) aku shift petang, 4.30 smpai kol 1 pg...hu5. Mane taknye , dtg2 jew kat TESCO tgk rmai cstmr , bese lar awak... week day, SHOPPING TIME!! Dak pg ari ni cam sial jew coz tak wat kje...bukan pew..dowg juz dtg susun troli... which troli dak2 ptg yg susun smpai lewat mlm!! Abes tuh, sape yg nak carik troli tu balek?? Dak2 ptg?? F#^K la weyh!!

Semalam aku dtg kol 12 tgh/ari tp kje settle jew cam bese... pnat jugak!! Leh jew wat kje tuh!! Korang tak pk kew hah?! Kalo ari2 camni, leh mati jugak (aku rase) ... amboi lebih2 pulak Asyraff nie . ALAMAK TERLEBIH SUDAH!!

Engatkan dtg2 leh relax ckit tp...harapan tinggal kenangan! Kenangan yg memilukan! Hu5... Dtg2 da kne wt kje. Korang engat kami ni ape jew?? ROBOT?? Geez!! Even kalo robot pon , mst breakdown sistem dalaman diye jugak kalo kje non-stop working!! Eceh2 ayat Asyraff ni.. nak bez jew..padehal leh jew rest.. WEK!!

Yg bez+terharu kalo kje di department nie ialah time sume troli abes kat atas... kompom Manager Besar TESCO, Magendren akan tolong kite orang. Selaen tuh, Ms. Julia a.k.a Manager Customer Service turut turun padang.. Perghh!! Tacing la pulak ..hu5. Dowg tak marah pon kat kiteowg coz dowg taw kje cart boy ni mmg memenatkan . Hah!! Bwu korang taw, langit tu tinggi ke rendah!! So jgn pndang rendah kat dak2 cart boy... coz kite owg mmg berdedikasi n berwawasan ...hahaha (gelak bangga).

'bout 6 lebih, ntah cmne ntah aty aku leh tergerak nak g susun troli kat atas. Lps da susun s, aku pon nak turun cam bese untuk amek troli yg bersepah kat bawah tuh...tapi....sumthng incident happened to me.. 1st & last.. i hope!! I'D STUCKED IN LIFT! ALONE!! Huh5... ololo cian Asyraff. Tapi aku relax jew.. takde lar aku nak menggelaba nanges +meraung+meroyan ... pew engat aku CUAK?! Amboi ckp besaq nmpk. Takde lar... aku maen2 jew ar, ade lar cuak jugak...ckit jew...seciput jew...hahahaha... Then aku call Afif, ckp kat diye yg aku ni stuck dlm lif. Maybe Allah wanna give me rest after all i'm too struggle in works ...wek!! Bless to one n only God, ALLAH! Allah knows what gud for me...INDEED ONLY ALLAH KNOWS THE BEST!!

Tibe2 fon aku berdering, 'Owh owh so much for my happy ending...'. Aku tgk kat skrin fon...its my sweetheart's message... Well she asked me, " what u dooing?" ...Cam taw2 jew penggera kecemasan aku berbunyi... ade ape2 ngee~.. InsyaAllah , ade jodoh..AMIN..

Lame gak aku spend time dlm lif tuh, tp aku tetap cool jew plus ensem slalu..[ smbil tersenyum lebar..=) ] . i dun know what to do... juz kept listened musicz n messaging wif my sweetheart
..but she at home juz now (7.40 p.m) coZ followed her mom to religion class.. for muslimah only. See what i'm told u all ... she always ther for me! Yey! Ting3 8D... Thnx syg!! I MIZ U, LOVE!

Kol 8 aku dikeluarkan dri perot lif... Alhamdulillah.. then teros g solat mgrb. Pas solat..aku g smbg kje ckit..lalalala... then solat isyak. Perot da lapar lar , awak! (Mne taknye , dok dlm lif tuh hmpir 1 jam lebih, huhuhu). Mule2 rse nak mkn aiskrim then trnmpk owg nga mkn pau. Oleh kerana da terlalu mengidam, aku g Pak Hailam Kopitiam. Pau kat citu murah jew..RM 1 jew.. Time aku nak byr , Ms. Julia dtg amek wet aku coz diye nak belanja.. let it go , Asyraff!

Pas mkn,, smbg kje lg.. pastu tekak aku pulak haus, aku mmg tak expected brother tu nak bg aku air coz mase tuh aq juz tnye diye, 'tak tgk bola ke mlm ni??' .After that diye bg aku air..lgpown air tuh kalo aku tak amek, diye akan buang! Rezeki da dpn mate , awak!! Amek jew lar..

Alhamdulillah, ari ni rezeki aku murah.. moga2 ia berkekalan dan berterusan.. AMIN..

Kol 1 pg, kje kiteowg da siap, camni lar bwu kje namenye ...takde lar asyik nak lepak jew... aku pon lepak jugak tp kje kne lar siap dlu... Then we all decided nak tgk bola kat 'pntu gerbang bt.16' .Match between C HELL SEA VS AR-SENGAL... N da result is C HELL SEA WON BY 2-0...hu5. Twice goals from Drogba to put the Blues back on top of the Premier League. ... DAMN IT!!

P/s : # Thnx to Ms. Julia coz supported me ...

# Thnx to all my frenz coz helped me...

# Thnx to my sweetheart coz concerned a lot 'bout me.

HELL'S SATURDAY !!

Apesal title aq camtu ?? Curious?? Lets find out....jom2...

Ari Sabtu mmg camni...BUSY!! (Bkn ari sabtu jew,ari2 laen pon bz gak tp x se-bz ari SABTU!! Hu5...)
Tp xpe lar...demi mencari rezeki halal.... i'll do anything to get it!! Aja aja fighting, Asyraff!!

Ari Jumaat (kelmarin) , dak2 aq da susun troli... bapak pnjg glew... kalo x percaye korang leh tnye kwn2 aq ...mase dowg lawat aq ari Khamis ari tuh...dowg pon sendiri tgk betapa pnjg n bnyknye troli kat sblh loji tuh...hu5

PERGHHH!! LETIH LAR SIOT!! Ari Sabtu mmg letih wa cakap sama lu..Customer x putus2 dtg...bese lar tuh coz esoknye kan cuti... Troli yg pnjg n bnyk tuh cam sekelip mate jew hilang!! Aishh!! Yg payah nye kje ni adalah nak kne susun balek troli tuh cam sediakala.. Da lar bersepah2... SIGH!! MMG PENAT!! DUNIA2!! DUGAAN2!!

Da abes susun , tibe2 kwn aq , AFIF, panggil aq...Apehal lak en? Did i doin' sumthng wrong??
Rupe2nye diye nak bg aq KFC... KFC jumpe...kat dlm troli...bese lar tuh cstmr kdg2 lupe nak amek so kiteowg lar yg amek..he3. Tp jgn pk kiteowg ni anjing jalanan pulak!! Drpd membazir , baek mkn, en?? Tol x?? Lg pon KFC tuh baru lg...may b diye nak bungkus bawak balek tp terlupe nak msuk kan dlm kete... rezeki jgn ditolak MAUT jgn dicari!!..

Lg 1 , kalo shift mlm.. mmg ssh aq nak sms & call ngn my sweetheart...hu5 ,,,WINDU BANGAT DONG!! You make me calm wif you, I’m safe from harm and right by your side, I’ll stay thru the night, ‘til eternity, That’s the way it will be..You who stole my heart don't let go of my hand,love!!

As long as you are here, as long as you are next to me, nothing else matters. Come back to me, so I can use all of my love and time on you If it is you, if it is for you, I will wait forever...Even when I can't be there for you, You're always there for me...143736

I’ll try to say the awkward words of love (I love you,syg!!). Even on days where I’m tired, I’ll hide my tired expression just for you, In my daily dairies. There is nothing but talks of you. We will show each other once in a while, It would be nice if we were happy together...1439!!

MaCaM2 HaL @ HELL...

Semalam (ari ni lar) , aku balek dari TESCO kol 3 pg...pnat wo... Sebenarnye, waktu balek aku adalah kol 1.30 pg...tp ...ari ni kene kire jumlah troli lar pulak coz Gong Xi Fa Cai nak dekat en.

But before that (around 11 p.m) , my frenz (SYAMIM , MAMAD , AKMAL , N NASEYH) came to visit me...TERHARU!! ... then aku lepak ngn dowg lebih kuwang 30 min coz bnyk kje (kje yg aku mention kat atas)... next kteowg mkn donat cokelat... n bla3....kol 1 lebih dowg pon balek....

Aku sambung keje balek...lalalala....tibe2 aku ngn kawan aku yg laen dapat GUD NEWS coz dpt mknn free kat DELICA... Da abes kje , kiteowg terus gerak...

Smpai kat sane , dugaan dtg tanpa memberi salam ...malang tidak berbau!...Aku ngn kawan2 aku kene tahan coz security GEMOK tuh cakap kteowg mencurik...F#*K HIM!! DAMN!! SCHEISS!! Ape dye egt muke aku yg ensem ni cam pencuri kew?? F#$K OFF!!

Pastu security GEMOK (s.G) td pergi panggil leader nite team. Then bla3... tp ade smpai satu part tuh yg aku xtahan , s.G ni diye cakap kat kwn aku " Lu g hisap lan-chow lar..." . Agak 'berbudi bahase' gak en?? Sape x bengang kalu owg ckp kat korang camtu en!!

Then kiteowg g isi incident report ... tp leader nite team tu pon cam cilakak gak. Mne x nye diye leh ckp camni , " Ni bkn carenye nak mnx mknn , ade care diye (PERLI)..." PERGHH!! Berbulu jer en dgr ayat diye...Pastu diye arahkan s.G td g amek 4 bungkus mknn utk diberikan kpd kiteowg. Ape diye egt kite owg ni anjing jalanan?? Aku mmg da hilang selera mase tuh!! WTF!!

Wei ko egt ape hah! Kami ni kebulur sgt kew!! Kite owg g mkn pon coz DELICA tu ade mknn lebih n diye nak bg kat kiteowg...coz kiteowg kje smpai lewat mlm... Xpe2.. ari ni ari Jumaat , sok ari Sabtu , lusa ari Ahad...n so on... Ko egt ko leh g jauh!! Kte tgk sape senyum nnt... Pundik marang scramble!! Son of beach!!

Tu jew lar aku rase coz makin pnjg aku type psl mnde ni makin bikin panas jew...So i'll stop here... i've 4 words for 'em..SUCKS UR OWN ASS!!

P/s : * 'Budi bahasa budaya kita'...So berpade-pade ar kalo nak ckp tuh...coz terlajak perahu leh undur terlajak kate kene langgar ngn kete!!

* Nothing in diz world is FREE!!

* Sorry to my sweetheart... coz can't fulfilled ur concerned 'bout me...I'M REALLY SORRY!! Maybe this was the way that things were meant to be..My heart keeps on yearning for you... I’m missing you, syg!!

PeRnAh TerFiKir tAk??

Kadang2 kita tak sedar

Orang yang kita tak peduli , sayang...

sayang sangat kat kita

Kadang2 kita tak sedar

Kita terlampau sayang dekat orang

Sedangkan dia selalu sakitkan

hati kita...

Dan kita tak pernah sedar

Kita bukannya sempurna untuk

membahagiakan orang yang

sangat sempurna dalam hidup ini...

Jika indah sebuah pertemuan

jangan diakhiridengan perpisahan

Jika suci perkenalan

Jangan cemari dengan pendustaan

Jika bernilai sebuah perhubungan

Hargailah ia dengan keikhlasan...

Sungguh menyakitkan

mencintai seseorang yang tak pernah mencintai diri ini

tetapi lebih menyakitkan adalah mencintai seseorang

& kamu tak pernah memilki keberanian untuk

menyatakan cinta kamu kepadanya....

I JUZ WANT U TO KNOW HOW MUCH I NEED U

TO BE MY SIDE FOEVER N ALWAYS...

It's so easy,

To think about Love,

To Talk about Love,

To wish for Love,

But it's not always easy,

To recognize Love,

Even when we hold it....

In our hands.

I LOVE YOU SYG!!

I don't love a woman because she is beautiful,

but she is beautiful because I love her.

What I needed most was to love and to be loved.

AASFAA

1439...

KesaH CucU DaN dATuk...

Seorang cucu berkelahi dgn datuknye yang suke membandingkannya dgn rakan-rakan lain..

Atuk : Atuk tak paham kenapa dgn kamu ni. Tak pernah nak berubah!

Cucu : Ape pulak salah saya kali ni Atuk?

Atuk : Kamu malas, selalu gagal dalam exam. Tengok kawan-kawan kamu tu . Sudahlah
rajin, bijak pulak tuh. Contohilah mereka.

Cucu : (Si cucu yg tak dpt menahan diri lantas berkate kepada Atuknye) Saya tak
pernah bandingkan Atuk dgn rakan-rakan Atuk yg laen.

Atuk : Ape?! Atuk laen, tak macam kamu yang pemalas.

Cucu : Kawan-kawan atuk yang laen sumenye da mati , tak penah pulak saye marahkan Atuk
sebab masih hidup lagi!!

Atuk : @#%^ &!!

Tip Bahagia Setiap Hari...!!

KEBAHAGIAAN adalah satu perasaan tntg kedamaian dan kepuasan dlm diri. Namun,kite jugak tidak terlepas drpd memikirkan perkara2 yg x membahagiakan , malah utk menolaknye. Mungkin jugak kite mmpu memilih utk bahagia n mlakukn bnyk perkare utk menmbhkan kebahagiaan dlm idup kite.


Jadi , salah 1 cara utk mempertahankan kebahagiaan adalah dgn mencapai kedamaian dlm diri melalui meditasi setiap ari. Oleh itu , beberape tip utk anda diamalkan demi meningkatkan KEBAHAGIAAN :

1. Sentiase berfikiran positif dlm setiap situasi. Jgn fikirkan hal2 yg negatif. Dan senantiase berusaha menghindarinye.
2. Fikirkan jawapan bknnye masalah.
3. Listen to da musics that will make u feel calm n relax.
4. Tontoni cerite2 lu...lu......lu... LUCU... =) yang akan membuat anda tertawa...(Jgn asyik terangsang jew..he3)
5. Membace artikel o sumthing setiap ari. Sbg smbr Inspirasi...such as wt r u doin' rite now... =)
6. Sentiase mengawasi pemikiran anda kerana acapkali berfikiran buruk2 ... dan sentiase melawannye dgn berfikiran positif... aja aja fighting!!
7. Sentiase melihat perkare yg tlh dilakukan dan BUKAN perkare2 yg belum dilakukan ...
8. Setiap ari kite mst psg NIAT utk melakukan sumthng more bttr than yesterday... tp tak sume yg kite nak akan berlaku... Dugaan dtg melande..rase kecewa mula terbit kerane tak mmpu melakukan sumenye. UBAHLAH PEMIKIRAN ANDA !! Lakukan ape yg termampu... Hanya engkau yg mmpu...
9. Lakukan sumthng yg menceriakan aty anda...such bce novel o mkn mknn kegemaran o jln2 o TDO...zzz!!
10. Setiap ari , cuba anda lakukan perkara yg membuatkan org len epi+go lucky. Cthnye blikan sumthng favourite food for person u loving o help ur fren. Pabila org len bahagia , automatic anda pon akan bahagia jugak...trust me!! n owg len pn turut akan berusaha utk membahagiakan diri anda... =D
11. Sentiase mengharapkan kebahagiaan. JANGAN CEMBURU terhadap owg len yg sdg berbahagia , instead enjoy thier happiness...
12. Sentiase bergaul dgn org yg sedang berbahagia n struggle learning from them!!
13. Lastly , always smile... following ur way!!

P/S: Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal !